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“Omfg. So i finally falls back asleep then woke up to the worst scare of my life. I heard a big truck outside then someone on a radio talking like an ambulance. I thought the paramedics was here for my grandad. Because they used to ALWAYS be at my house early in the morning when something happens to my gdad. I jumped up out my bed so quick & ran downstairs. I forgot he was dead. It was just a dominion power truck. Scared the shit out of me though. Like my heart is beating so fucking fast”
Yupp i got her ass now ^_^

Yupp i got her ass now ^_^

Merry christmas baby. I love & miss you grandad

Merry christmas baby. I love & miss you grandad

Fuck the world

This grief stage is the fucking hardest yo. I dont think ima ever get over this shit yo. And im just now realizing how bad ive been treating people because i miss my grandad. Like i be cursing people out outta the blue all because i have so much inside of me. I know it isnt right but shit im not over his death yet. I dont wanna be in the house today like i did on thanksgiving but im really in a fuck the world mood right now. I stayed up late crying. I didnt wanna be bothered. I cursed my lil brothers out. I wish i was over it already cause i dont like the person im becoming. But it seems like nothing will get better … ugh

damn i got bitches , damn i got bitches , damn i got bitches , wifey , girlfriend , and mistresses !

(Source: Spotify)

Im back

Havent been up here in a while .. hmmmmm so lets update .. well currently im in pain still from that damn grand illumination parade .. still havent gotten a new phone -__- ….. anywho lets get to the importants … so i have a new boo *blushes* .. yeah we talk and what not , i’ve had a crush on this person since last year though, and finally decided to spill the beans . Glad i did . I wont say who just yet , but some people know already. I mean its so obvious but hey *shrugs* .. face is so pretty . body is oh so amazing mmh good gosh almighty ! lips *melts* are out of this world… i have to stop right here cause a sistah about the be ready to do some things lol

Smh

Shit never seem to amaze me yo. All my fucking life people have been trying to get me to break out of my shell and tell them whats wrong on the inside. Every time I do, I end up getting sap ass responses and shit i dont wanna hear. Thats the exact reason i dont fucking tell people shit. Man fuck everybody and everything they stand for. Fuck everybody that said they loved me. Fuck everybody that ask me whats wrong. Fuck everybody thats ACTING like they really give a fuck. Fuck everybody that im shedding these tears for. Fuck myself for being in too deep. Fuck EVERYBODY. Im tired of putting my all into people and situations and getting nothing in return. Im tired of pouring out and shit coming back on me. Fuck that. Thats the reason i never tell people shit. I will never tell another how i feel and thats my good word. If you wanna know whats wrong, you better wait until Judgement day and find out cause my lips are sealed from everybody. I just dont get how i can help everybody out with their problems, but can never seem to be helpful to myself or get help from others. Like i swear im done with a lot of people and a lot of shit. Back to my shell i am going. I swear id rather be in one room alone for the rest of my life with my grandaddy. All i need is my grandadddy here with me and i just may have some happiness. All these tears for what ? like wtf i wish i had balls to stop crying. I swear if i did the same shit that people did to me, they’d be some hurt mother fuckers. I’ve been hurt TOO much this year alone than i ever have in my 15 years of living. No one knows my whole story, and no one ever will. Just a few have messed it up for every one in life, i will NEVER open up again. Thats my good word… i done already said too much, im gone …

Dead ! WAAMF (Taken with Instagram)

Dead ! WAAMF (Taken with Instagram)

Love my daddy : ) (Taken with Instagram)

Love my daddy : ) (Taken with Instagram)

My fav song of hers (Taken with Instagram)

My fav song of hers (Taken with Instagram)